基本信息
iously constructed. i wish to inscribe your name
upon it, as much to thank the man whose science once saved me as
to honor the friend of my daily life.
de balzac.
the lily of the valley
envoi
felix de vandenesse to madame la comtesse natalie de manerville:
i yield to your wishes. it is the privilege of the women whom we
love more than they love us to make the men who love them ignore
the ordinary rules of common-sense. to smooth the frown upon their
brow, to soften the pout upon their lips, what obstacles we
miraculously overcome! we shed our blood, we risk our future!
you exact the history of my past life; here it is. but remember
this, natalie; in obeying you i crush under foot a reluctance
hitherto unconquerable. why are you jealous of the sudden reveries
which overtake me in the midst of our happiness? why show the
pretty anger of a petted woman when silence grasps me? could you
not play upon the contradictions of my character without inquiring
into the causes of them? are there secrets in your heart which
seek absolution through a
